Im here in my hotel, and i'm in my room using the laptop that marriott borrowed. and yes cause my phone is a bitch, hahah..
Well Im having a great time here for the second and last night here im very much going to enjoy it. I did a little shopping remedy and going to go in a little dip in a sec, but no matter how far I go to the length of a different country I still feel like there's something wrong that I can't seem to fix or mend :(
I hate that feeling.
Irratation that burns and pains the human feeling.
MY feelings.
I have told everyone that came close to me, that I give my trust 100% to you until you destroy it and lose every single percent you can imagine. But down the road, you gain more and more experience and you make a pattern in your brain and heart of the people you trust and not. But it back tracks you when the person you came to trust a whole lot and became close tight friends, just seem to throw it down the drain. Is that person hoping we can have the same relationship? I don't know, but so far I don't have anything to tell me or convince me that it would be back as it use to. I have been backstabbed a lot, but nothing hurts more then getting backstabbed by your best friend
Guess no matter how well you know the person, everyone inside still have and has a dirty little secret. A secret other might not tolerate.
Great i'm on vaca, about to swim and all I think is this.
Last but not least, MINALAIDIN WALFAIZIN YAAA SEMUANYA :)
besok mau puasa, so I hope by this bulan rahmadan we find ourself in islam and find our way. semoga iman kita bertambah kuat.
happy puasa everyone :)
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