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Know whats the real weird part of always being the player? In the end you realize your the one getting played from all the false pretences you made

come, come, come..... come back to my reality. wake, wake, wake me up from this anxiety

Just a dream

I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream

wow, just a dream
If everything I have put on and eventually lost it all
Have I really had it all along or was it all just a dream?
All the tears, love, pain and struggle........

all GONE?!

The thing about this is the man you wish swept you off your feet, REALLY TRULY AND UTTERLY swept me off mines

His an addictive drug
Once is a ride, second is longing the third is pure addiction

Perfection; oddly the easiest way we make mistakes once we've tasted it
EGO taking over to gain MORE and MORE

so, after all of this is over...

Are you real or just a dream?

IED MUBARAK!

HAPPY MUBARAK IED EVERYONE! :D

May god bless us this month full of berkah! Semoga amal ibadah kita diterima disisinya dunia dan akherat, aaamiinnn

This is my first batch of food:

And this is my second batch :p


I was about to sign up for TUMBLR when I found this post that just made me cry a bit inside:

I’m a gay, teenage boy. And I wish I was attracted to women. I want a family when I’m older, I want kids and a wife. And it kills me knowing I’m not attracted to women. So instead, I sleep with a load of men to take my mind off it. Sometimes I just wish the ground would hurry up and swallow me.

NEW LAYOOUUUTT!

I need something new!

and yessshhh I am back to updating my blog!

How you guys liking it?

So again I have been sick for 3rd time since last month and I think i'm getting skinner by the day, I don't fit an S in Zara anymore!

I AM LOSING ALL MY LADY LUMPS :'(