UAS!!!!

EXAMS ARE A BITCH!!!!!!

Yes as you can see, IAM STILL GROUNDED!

and I'm sick :(

fuck banget deh, been having a long week and its UAS WEEK! wish me luck guys, cause it gonna be one hell of a week..

well at least i got new JADE jeans and some new flat ZARA shoes! guess grounded sessions aren't half that bad :)

I've been sick and i cant get out of bed, my head hurts and my stomach is really not being friendly with the situation and i have a zillion things running through my mind right now.. UGHHHHHH!! ubeeeeer stressed out! anyone?!

I cant lie, i have been feeling a little bit dissapointed with someone I thought  knew well.. guess I was wrong. I quite understood and I guess went through what you so called friendship and i guess my sister was right, their is no such thing as a TRUE friendship. Had enough of my fair share for the month, I just wanna get the exams done and get school over with!

REALISING THAT THEIR IS NO ONE ELSE THERE BUT YOU.

Is probably something I learned the hard way, but hey!

If you dont go through it, you'll never know.

all right, enough of as it is..

SKIT SKIT BANG BANG HOMZIIIIEEEE!

My WEEK

Okay, this week has been the most weirdest and retarted week of the year.

I had not just 1, but wait ... 2 bitch fights which required energy of the brain rather then my hand.

I had no idea what was coming and i swore I had everything in the right way.

Well one happened to someone I happen to deal with every single day. It turned out everything was a lessoned learn for everyone, but IT the problem, really got me thinking of how I should've learned more and dealt with people and their personalities. I think everyone knows by now, that friendship isn't about talking behind their back, but really about dealing with one another's differences. But I really found out it, ones your close to someone you come to realize that, that person you came close is your worst enemy. It hits you straight and hard. But it all comes down to you, do you need these people to survive? Or is it you that need other peoples attention, cause you lost to the greatest enemy, YOU?

The other problem has not been settled down yet, but I hope the truth will come out soon. DONT ever deny your own feelings, because the most important thing in this game of backstabbing and friendship and lies, IS YOU.