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Know whats the real weird part of always being the player? In the end you realize your the one getting played from all the false pretences you made

come, come, come..... come back to my reality. wake, wake, wake me up from this anxiety

Just a dream

I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream

wow, just a dream
If everything I have put on and eventually lost it all
Have I really had it all along or was it all just a dream?
All the tears, love, pain and struggle........

all GONE?!

The thing about this is the man you wish swept you off your feet, REALLY TRULY AND UTTERLY swept me off mines

His an addictive drug
Once is a ride, second is longing the third is pure addiction

Perfection; oddly the easiest way we make mistakes once we've tasted it
EGO taking over to gain MORE and MORE

so, after all of this is over...

Are you real or just a dream?

IED MUBARAK!

HAPPY MUBARAK IED EVERYONE! :D

May god bless us this month full of berkah! Semoga amal ibadah kita diterima disisinya dunia dan akherat, aaamiinnn

This is my first batch of food:

And this is my second batch :p


I was about to sign up for TUMBLR when I found this post that just made me cry a bit inside:

I’m a gay, teenage boy. And I wish I was attracted to women. I want a family when I’m older, I want kids and a wife. And it kills me knowing I’m not attracted to women. So instead, I sleep with a load of men to take my mind off it. Sometimes I just wish the ground would hurry up and swallow me.

NEW LAYOOUUUTT!

I need something new!

and yessshhh I am back to updating my blog!

How you guys liking it?

So again I have been sick for 3rd time since last month and I think i'm getting skinner by the day, I don't fit an S in Zara anymore!

I AM LOSING ALL MY LADY LUMPS :'(

Round and round and round

Hey guys, I've been so busy lately that I haven't been able to have time to blog

How is everyone going right now? I hope everyone has had an amazing summer as I had and is ready to go back to work ;)
I'm going to change the color a bit, cause this is kinda good news :p
So on exactly the 9th of august my dad had his inauguration on becoming DUTA BESAR MEXICO!!!Iam of course extremely proud and happy to be his daughter
This is a pic of me and gina getting ready for the party :)

Of course the whole thing went smooth and really memorable, we met with the president which I was really shocked to find that he was very nice and a really charismatic human being. We all know by this, this mean i'm all set to go to MEEEXIICCOOOO!!!! :D
yes, this means VACAAAA!!! Because a couple of months ago I wasn't able to go bali, hihihiihi. This is a picture of us as the happy family right after the ceremony


Well as you all know, I am now continuing my studies abroad, in the COUNTRY OF UNCLE SAM :D
I am currently applying to THE CITY UNIVERSITY OF NEW YORK AKA. CUNY
and hoping to try out some other places. I am thinking of trying for BURKELEY AND UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LOS ANGELES AKA UCLA. I am enrolling for the spring term but unfortunately for burkeley and UCLA I think I will be enrolling for the fall term. Do hope your prayers are always with me ;)

I have finally graduated from high school! lol, kinda a long while ago but oh well thought you guys autto know :p

OMG IM A TRENDSETTER

this is paris on the 29th of june 2010, this is me in october 28th 2009

Braces are off!!!!!!!!! :D