MUST LISTEN!!

Yes, i know some of you are still up on chris brown, but you guys have to admit. His new album is mad HOT! My recent listen would be crawl..

Everybody sees it's you
I'm the one that lost the view
Everybody says we're through
I hope you havn't said it too

So where do we go from here
With all this fear in our eyes
And where can love take us now
And we've been so far down
We can still touch the sky

If we crawl
'till we can walk again
And we'll run
Until we're strong enough to jump
And we'll fly
Until there is no end
So let's crawl...crawl....crawl
Back to love
Yeah
Back to love
Yeah

Why did I change the pace
Hearts were never meant to race
Always felt the need for space
And now I can't reach your face

So where are you standing now
Are you in the crowd of my voice
Love can't you see my hand
Lend me one more chance
We can still have it all

So we'll crawl
Till we can walk around
And we'll run
Until we're strong enough to jump
Then we'll fly
Until there is no end
So let's crawl....crawl....crawl
Back to love
Yeah
Back to love
Yeah

Everybody sees it's you
Well I never wanna lose that view

So we'll crawl
Till we can walk again
Then we'll run
Until we're strong enough to jump
Then we'll fly
Until there is no end
So let's crawl....crawl...(crawl)

So we'll crawl
Till we can walk again
Then we'll run
Until we're strong enough to jump
Then we'll fly
Until there is no end
So let's crawl....crawl...(crawl)

Back to love....

month of fuuun :D

Ive been ballin' this month!

Things have been hectic since now i'm undergoing my hopes of one of my cita2, hopefully god see's how much compassion I have for it.
Ive been enjoying every single second of my time being busy and this is a once in a lifetime chance I get to say that im actually enjoy STUDYING
YES, STUDYING.

It all started when me ezra and yaya just volunteered on giving out undang's for bulcup and yaya of course took the north area, kelapa gading dan sekitar. And alhamdullilahnya we went to all the schools that we thought was possible, seriously anyone considering trying to drive with ezra THINK AGAIN. that guy is literally SLOW THINKING AND DOESN'T KNOW THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN LEFT AND RIGHT, MHUAHUUAHAH.. But loyal-ie he stayed beside me and yaya's side and became our curhat trash. But it was good to know ezra is a sensative careless piece of asshole that destroyed citra of men. Thank you ezra. In the car we weren't alone, kita ditemenin temen gw ama ezra to get us around town, so that was fun. Thank you cinta for sparing your time with us. Your contribution of stupidity made our day..Great photo too bad we took it when we were all about to faint from exhaustion

Well anywho, School is getting sooooo much tougher and I am literally ON THE RUN on my eduction. Im going here and there just to go for les and soon my staturdays are also going to be filled with INTENSIVE SIMAK. GODDAMN MY WORLD! But dont worry mama papa, Ill be the yellow jakcets soon *amiiiiiin!*

The most dissapointing thing that happened to me this week would be the lost of a loved one, Im getting used to it. But he was very meaning full to me and he just fitted right there. That empty place that I thought would take a while to fill. Karma comes and go's, oh well.. Im getting better by the day and im enjoying the whole idea of being at one. ALONE :)

I've missed the internet and of course I have missed blogging, im starting to see the whole concept of blogging now, I think ill be seeing you guys veeery soon

Fresh off the block!

hey everyone!

I have finally dragged myself to use the computer, hahhaha

Its insane how lazy I'm even if I have everything already ready for me at home

Mom and pops and abang are off at umroh and Im chillin' at home with gugubi and pembantu's and my ma emi.. OHH! dont forget the pimp, pak solihin. hahhaa

You know when your parents are literally out of the country and you say you want to make a huge bash party at your place, but in the end.. end up not doing it at all? I found myself locking all the doors, even THE FRONT gate like my mom does every night just to make sure its oke. party is a total NONO!

Im sick and Im not feeling it with my boyfriend. Tomorrow is our 1 month anniversary and I have felt like being with him for 300 years. If his reading this, im sorry. I just don't think me and you can work any longer. Hey! at least we hit a month

I NEED TO STOP SHOPPING! ITS CRAZZY!

But did you all know, im actually really in it with my money now?

these pass few days

Its been really peculiar lately.

Ever since my cousin slept-over the house I have not been having any good rest at all. I would sleep at 1 and wake up at 6 and start my jogging. And I would not stop this routine for like 3 days straight! And my workout on yoga has intensed. I think something is really bothering me but I just cant put my finger on it. So im not putting and frustration on it, and just letting it come as it should. I've been focusing on family time and studying and like bonding with my girlfriends and of course imuh here and there. Just need time to relax and not jump to conclusions

Nothing special lately, but have been going through a HUGE delima. But what is there for love and war without confusion and tears?

one astonishing week

Its been a nice and calm week lately. I haven't been oh so crazy but i've had my fair share of fun. I hope you guys have been having that too :)

One thing i realized though, is that through anything or everything, there is always an end. or at LEAST a problem. In this case if you put too/so much effort or passion or feeling everything will just end up a big mess. And with this guy, not my so-called boyfriend right now, really showed me how impossibly destructive, heartless a boy can get. I wont call him a man, cause i basically think he isn't. When you put all of that out for that one thing you dream or of you aim for, you in the end get it one way or another. But at the end of that journey there is always 2 endings, either your happy that you got it or your depressed and you got it. And at this point in my journey, im just done. Im tired of knowing at the end of the road that ties me and him up, something is just always there. something dangling, something untrustworthy. And this also shows that men can't also be trusted. Have you ever had a feeling that something is up, something strange is up but you have no evidence to back it up, but that feelings so strong that you know your right? Exactly how I feel right now. No matter what excuse that person is going to give to me, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T.

Its not the effort I give to the relationship that matters, its all the lies you got yourself caught up that you don't realize the person or thing you love is hurt.

A lot of things has been on my mind, but then again maybe its cause Im starting school soon. But I also need to keep in mind that I need to focus. I gotta keep my eye on the price. And its really astonishing that I have to deal with all these crappy feelings NOW when im about to head back to school. I was hoping for a at least a peaceful welcome-back sign, but all that anyones giving me is an alert-you-shall-die sign. Great. Another shitiiiiieeee week in the day of a life of dantha. Great.

J-town

Im writing in black cause I don't know what color im feeling right now

Im back from detoxing myself with my family members, on my way back to jakarta I took a different way. I took the train and the bus and it showed how much people in jakara are just big assholes who complain and not realizing it WAS THEIR decision.

I went home with my older cousin yang cuma beda ber2apa bulan with me and im extremely shocked on how grown and mature he has gotten

I should spend time more with my family

Lebaran showed me how much we all gotten so apart at times, its devastating

I have been enjoying bandung to the fullest lately, maybe its cause i FINALLY WENT TO THE STORE HAPPY GO LUCKY :D

good stuff there, should've gotten their sweater.

how was everyones lebaran? best wishes from me :)

Im about to have a really LOONG AND EXHAUSTING WEEK

today I have to be at places see people talk to people, shit at people.

And im veeeeery tired already. Hoping at the end of the week I can get a quick getaway before heading back to school

speaking of school, I cant wait to see everyone :)

anywhooo I leavt J-town for only a couple of days almost a week and i found a trend alert :D

THIS IS JUST MAGNIFICENT!!! My fav this week

and not to forget my oh so hot and oh so loving..

wish come true

Wishes DO come true!!!!

finally I get lounge into freedom of the swimming pool and nice calm apartments :D

It was the first time I went with the bus but it wasn't half as bad as I thought it would be

here are so photos..

man was I in peace and relaxation! ready for tomorrow yalls :D

cha china bada bing bing!