midnight thoughts

I'm laying here in bed

Not sleepy, and my boyfriend just leavt me to go catch his flight to la la land
But then again, I do this to him.... LIKE ALL THE TIME! lol ;p
I'm just looking at my white boarded room and listening to "the power of love"
btw, A MUST DOWNLOAD!
soothing song
But as im listening to it, I've stumbled on thinking to myself about what the power of love has done to me
I think love was everything and the only thing I can say I remember when I grew up. I didn't grow up on a rich family, but grew on to be a rich.
Nothing but classic persistent hard work.
I grew up having strict old school parents with tight up-bringing.
I guess maybe that's why I never really actually fitted with the crowd.
I just always made the crowd fit me
The hardest part about being different is not being understood
And I have been blessed to have my eyes open to the oh-so great people and the oh-so not great people
Being with my boyfriend now is the only thing, I think, is a blessing in disguise
His not just a soul mate but also a best friend
Not to forget, a keen advisor, brother and anything I need him to be
He's that buy 1 get 100 type's of packages
I didn't want to miss out on this opportunity and oh boy I didn't :)
His charming, quite, loving, charismatic, intelligent, patient, humorist, trustworthy and loyal.
Everything you want in 1 seeeeeeeeeee :)
I can't stop smiling to myself on how far we've driven each other to insanity and roads of endless possibility
I'm walking forward to keep on moving on that road, where ever it takes me and himBut I know, if I get lost, were at least lost together. And you as my guider :)

I love you and i can't wait for the journey ahead
I hope you are too- xoxxo <3>

printscreen

I regret not print screening my hasil for ugm but now i have for ui :D

ACCOMPLISHMENTS :)

OMG HAVE I BEEN IN A WHIRLWIND!
This year is by far the best and the most hardest year of my life
I have proven to everyone that I am CAPABLE to accomplish what I set my mind to
But most importantly, I have given myself a reason to keep learning :)

ALHAMDULLILAH HIROBILALAMIN, ANDANTA IZZATI DJAFAR TELAH LULUS UGM HUKUM DAN UNIVERSITAS INDONESIA JURUSAN KRIMINOLOGY :')

I have always doubted myself, And now i have reason not to :)
Thank you so much to everyone who believed in me and put all their heart TO HATE ME because see haters..

I WIN IN THE END. BYE FUCKERS HELLO FUTURE :D

Hometown

I just came back from kunningan and I feel this grave, sick and empty feeling
It is no doubt that me and my cousins hate going back home
Nontheless maybe because we haven't really felt what home really ment
We aka me and my cousins never understood why my loder brother and sisters loved going back home
But when I went back yesterday to come and see my whole family again to celebrate my little cousins manhood, I really felt like I was home
well, at least understood what it ment

I couldn't hold back the tears as I was bidding farewell to my family
I have realized that they have always wanted me back, and always loved and cared for me
while I was just always wanting to get away from them :'(
I have been keeping this huge egoism that I have never ment to change, and realizing how much pain I have given in return
Family in kunningan to me, is a place where you come back home.
Where you belong, became and grew mentally

Im quite satisfied that I have learned that before I leave
I will make sure that I see them more before I can't see them at all anymore

You never realized what you have got until its gone.
And that's definitely my lesson taught


I huge shoutout and love to my family there, CANT WAIT UNTIL THE NEXT TIME I COME SEE YOU GUYS :)

dilemma not worth thinking about

Seriously, UAN is in like 4 days and im like completely NOT IN the mood at all
Im sick and I was supposedly supposed to come in to school to do a praktek for TIK
IM SICK YO!!

school should start being smart on how they make their schedules
Im not showing up out of no where just because they told me too
Wheres their responsibility?
Don't mind me, im saying all of these because IM NOT IN SCHOOL AT THE MOMENT TO DO TIK

fmy life.


Karena UAN bentar lagi, mohon maaf dan doa buat semuanya

semoga tahun ini angkatan kelas 12 lulus UAN semua 100% :)

amiiin!

complications

Ive been so confused and having this huge dilemma on my future studies
I have been recently accepted into University of Gadjamada
And looking forward and anticipating my future test of acceptance in University of Indonesia
Its every kids dream to get to UI if you live anywhere in the ten mile radius of Indonesia
And its been hard to realize which one I really want and which one I really need
On one side I would like to make my family happy and proud and honored that their last and doubtful kid can get a uni in NY and I would like to be in NY for my future credit, But I would really like to be here and study law
But what am I to say what the future hold?

ALHAMDULLILAH

ALHAMDULLILAH ANDANTA I. DJAFAR

KETERIMA DAN LULUS UJIAN MASUK PBS HUKUM :)


THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR ALL THE LOVE AND SUPPORT AND PRAYERS
HOPEFULLY THE INTERVIEW WILL GO AS PLANNED

AND LOTS AND LOTS OF THANKS AND LOVE FOR MY BOYFRIEND, ARDAN PERDANA :)

FOR EVERY SINGLE DROP OF LOVE YOU HAVE GIVEN ME


XOXXO